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माँ मेरी........

माँ मेरी, कैसे बतलाऊ मै अपना दुख, जब तुने ही तो हर पल दिया है सुख| कैसे बताऊ तुझे मेरा नींद ना आना, जब तेरी ही तो माँढि पर हर एक सपना है देखा| कैसे बताऊ मेरा डर तुझे, जब तुने हर वक़्त हाथ है मेरा थामा| कैसे बताऊ तुझे मेरे अंधेरे का डर, जब तेरे ही साये मे मैने अपने आप को मेहफ़ूज है  पाया| कैसे कुछ कह पाऊ तुझे मै अपने बारेमे, जब तुने ही मुझे सही मायने में है पहचाना||

Stay with you, for the rest of your life

I hate how people talk about rain Don't ruin even that with your feelings Feelings which people lie about Which people make you believe and incredule at the same time So don't see yourself breaking under that beautiful lightning Don't see the rain as your tears to be falling from the holy grounds Don't ruin them Because those are the only things which won't lie The ones which will love you forever Soothe you when you feel chaotic Help you sleep even through your darkest dreams, Unlike people. They aren't those friends who leave after listening to someone Not the lovers which abandon you when you need them So if you ever do need something really bad Sit on that window pane, Let the rain make you feel itself Stay an hour longer for that sunset Wake up early to see the sunrise Stay on your playground for a minute more Hold on to that basketball And hear them say it And honestly so this time, "I'm gonna stay with you, For the rest of your life."

Silence is deafening

ज़िन्दगी की मंजिल

क्षितिज के किनारे खो गया हू मै खुदा  ज़िन्दगी के मंजिल की राह अब तो बता  खोजते खोजते कहीं खो न दु हौसला  बेवफा, अब तो मुझे अपने आप से मिला

The Rocking Chair

"What is it with you and the rocking chair? Why don't you like the chair anymore?" She asks again "I can't tell you, you wouldn't know" "If only the world could see what I Could Maybe then would've they known Where all their missing socks go Where all their misplaced pens go, Little did I know How getting lost in the deserted stuff Would cause so much of chaos I never wanted to be haunted by anything Just take me back to the road back home" "But daughter you have to tell me who it is that scares you I'll ask him to go away from here Will that help you overcome your fear?" "Mom it's him, it's always him, The one who stops rocking as soon as I come in The one who smiles only at me The one who talks to me like I do The one who is standing on the doll you hate too" "Who is it my daughter? Whom do i hate? Tell me girl, who is it Being scared is not your fate" "Honey, you...

Doesn't mean it was never there.

Just because I don't show my feelings Doesn't mean I don't have them Just because I listen to cheerful songs Doesn't mean I don't sing sad ones Just because I cover my dark circles with a blinking eye Doesn't mean I don't have them Just because I cover my bruises with a cloth Doesn't mean I don't have them Just because I don't say it loud Doesn't mean I'm not frustrated Just because I'm not going to show this to anyone Doesn't mean it was never here.