Ruined it.

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Playing victim

How easy it is

Always showing how you got hurt

Always showing others how HE hurt you

Shifting blame on someone else,

Off your shoulders,

Not caring how the other one felt

How he crippled and cracked and then….

Well then he burst

Burst to bomb away all the dirt, all the weight, all the toxications

Away, away from his life, away from his choices

Away from his decisions, away from his happiness

Away from his smile.

So now he smiles

Turned tables haven’t we?

I don’t feel guilty anymore maybe that’s why you feel I’m sly,

Never saw me without it, rather never let me live without it

But yeah,

You can pretend all you want

Because I don’t need to anymore

I don’t need to pretend to be happy anymore

Because, I am smiling

With all of myself.


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